Big HUGS ! I too feel that way most times. Especially after being thrown away yet again. I am working hard on self worth so I stop putting my value in others hands.

So you understand then, gave it a chance and poof!

I waited 2 years for someone I thought was my soul mate and well after I am all used up and have nothing left to give.

((((lost))))), I understand. I tried too, to give someone a chance. Sometimes I think nothing is worth this pain. Someone I know from here texted me and he said that he will keep looking for love knowing that everytime to can be hurt. The man is a great man to say that and I admire him for trying.

We are sold a bit of a fantasy aren't we? Handsome princes and beautiful princess' and although they may have to go through some trials, it will all come right in the end. Maybe we ought to teach our children differently. Teach them that there will be pain and rainy days but there is also joy and love and they should take it and make the most of it but everything changes, nothing holds forever, good or bad and we should try and work through the bad and enjoy the good. I know I foolishly thought I'd found my Prince...but then again, I'm not exactly Princess material!

My heart hurts for you llmt. I know that feeling of wanting to go to sleep forever. It's a dark place. (((HUGS)))

The words I would say: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1bItzgw7OAU&feature=related

Big hugs to you!! (((((((llmt)))))) You can do this life.

So sorry you are feeling this way, do something nice for yourself today. Then make a list of where you want to be in say a year and list the steps that are needed to get there, keep moving forward even if it is in baby steps and when you look back a year from now you will be suprised at how far you have come. (((((Hugs)))))

As an atheist, I cannot wish for God to take you. ; )

Of course, if I were a believer, I couldn't wish for him to take you either, sweet L! I would pray for Him to heal your pain.

This way, all I can do is send you a huge hug (((((LLMT))))))) and my moral support.

And remember, your darling boys love and need their awesome rockin' mom!!

And I truly hope I didn't sound like a jerk with my opening line -- just trying (poorly) to make you smile for a sec.

Hugs, lllmt.

I know what you're going through, I am there myselft. Give it to the Lord and may God bless youl Lots of hhhuuugggsss :)

shut up and fake it 'till you make it...ok?
Love,
Rman

I'm feeling the pain now. I'm just realizing that it's over and it's crushing me. I have a hole in my chest the size of the grand canyon right now. I feel for you...

don't give up. there is someone out there that will appreciate you for who you are if that's what you want. i can't relate to much because i am pretty happy alone right now but i do hate to see others hurt. i am so sorry this is happening to you.

hang in and stay strong llmt. you'll be a better person in the end because of it.