Is it fear or habit? He said he wants divorce, but still lives at home. He says that he wants to continue to help me with my battle with depression. Wants to make sure I am able to stand on my two own feet before he moves out. I am begging him to go to counseling and to give us another chance. Why am I doing that? He has a girlfriend with boderline personality disorder, is married, doesn't work or drive, has small children. They go "out" when her husband isn't working and watch the kids. I am putting my life together I have a job after staying home for 18 years, going to school, losing weight and getting mentally stronger everyday. Am I the biggest loser in the world, begging him to stay for security and sex. I must be deranged now I want sex with him all the time, and of course he is willing to comply. He is the only man I have ever had sex with and we have been married for 23 years. Am I a chicken or just scared?
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