I have had a boyfriend for 3 years and it seems to me that everytime our relationship moves forward, we end up going two steps back. He used to break up with me every week or two, we had terrible arguements, we have a long histroy of rocky roads. Most of the time I feel disappointed that our relationship does not progress forward, we dont live together, we are not talking about marriage, so where are we going? We have been doing good lately, except for a couple problems, and I have been working on issues that I need to deal with personally. Now i'm moving to another city, not too far away, but I think we will spend less time together and I think it will be good for me to get a live besides waiting to do everything with him. I think i'm too clingy sometimes. I just feel like a real relationship would mean we share our life and do things together, plan things together and at least live together and come home to sleep at night together. It is a confusing relationship to me. So i'm moving to create some distance. Should I move on and find someone later (after i get over it) who can be in a real relationship, because this one is always half baked. i dont think i'm happy. But everytime we are apart i feel like i'm going to curl up and die. It hurts deep. I love him, he loves me, but.... I dont know what to do. i feel like i'm waisting my time.
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