I have been divorced 1 1/2 yrs now. I think the first yr I was in shock after ending it after 30 yrs. Now the reality of this being the rest of my life has hit me in the past several months and I am getting really depressed at times. It's never what you think it's going to be. I have a great guy in my life now but you know they can't make you happy. He's 16 yrs older than me so that does effect our relationship but it is still good most of the time. But I need to get past the pain and resentment I have towards my ex. I have back problems and can only work part time so my financial situation is rough. I stayed home with my children so I didn't have any work experience. Right now I haven't even made any friends living here because I moved to a new town. It just is hard to meet new people and to make friends. I get so lonely with no one else to talk to.