Hey! We all feel the way you do sometimes. I let an ex that loved me come and go. It's horrible. It makes you insecure. But Saskram, we give them that power. We are being insecure and letting them back.

Saskram, you are young and beautiful. You don't need to self harm. My daughter did that. She switched to doing temp Hentai and it helped.

As for what's wrong with you? Nothing. Nothing is wrong with you. Smart, beautiful, caring, person. Guys at 24 are stupid. We only thing of ourselves. The only thing possibly wrong is your 'picker' on guys (Mine for girls is totally broken).

The right guy will say thru your bad days. He won't let you push him away even if you are mean. You just haven't found him yet. Take every relationship as a chance to heal. Don't blame yourself.

Don't get mad here but what you described is what I deal with my daughter. She has bi-polar. Maybe check it some. It will help level out the good and bad days.

Don't hate yourself. How can you love someone if you can't love yourself?

I’m here if you need to vent talk whatever xx

I understand your feelings and what your going through sweets as I too have been there and still go through this in my dating life so I am here to listen and be an ear to lend if you need it.

Reach out if you need xo

Hi sweetie. Nothing is wrong with you . Unfortunately this is life and we all have to deal with this kind of situation. Just move on. Do not blame your self do not judge your self do not punishment your self.
Is not depend 100% on us in order our partners to be with us forever cause exactly as you said we have good and bad day and they should be there in good and bad days too. Just forget about him. Was not worth it. You look beautiful so enjoy your beauty and leave your life. You gonna find someone else for sure.
Hugs

Sometimes when this happens it's easy to blame yourself, but the truth is that if it is there decision to let you go, then there must be something even better waiting for you around the corner. Don't lose hope.

Never think it's your fault. "A heartbreak is a blessing. It's just a way of letting yourself realize that you saved yourself from the wrong one". Don't hurt yourself. I've done that before, and it's not worth it at all. It's not releasing the pain. It's a way of letting the scars of the pain inside of you stay on your skin. I would know. I have. My ex, who I know loved me and I did back, disappeared from me. Out of nowhere. And he's never told me why. It was a beautiful relationship. One where he was he was the only thing that made me happy in the loneliest times where I cut and had depression. I don't freaking know why still. And it is normal to feel like it's your fault, but clearly if you were both meant for each other, then he would fight for you. I know that my ex didn't, and that's when I knew that he most likely did it because he might've never loved me in the first place. Because if someone would fight to be with you, then they are meant to be in your life. It's not your fault. It's not my fault. I'm not just saying this. This isn't yourself to blame.