So I have found myself single after being with someone for so long never thought that things would be this hard for me but after months of being neglected and feeling unwanted i finally made up mind to make one of the most difficult decisions i have ever had to make in my life, just because you love someone does not mean you will be together for eternity. As the days goes by i am finding it difficult to cope with all the mixed emotions that am feeling, I find myself sitting in a crowded restaurant crying as if I losing my mind, I try not to think about it too much but that very hard to do when you find yourself alone and thinking about so many things that happen. I saw the signs but was too stubborn to admit to the fact that his interest lies somewhere else have tried so many times to try and work things out but what’s the use when all you do just goes in vain without him even noticing all that your trying to do to save the relationship. Sometimes I look back and reflect on all that I have been thru in life and thank god for caring me through all the storms safe and sound. So am hopeful that he will do the same for me this time as well. I know these things don’t happen overnight but I am learning to take it one step at a time and at my pace