So i made the big move and finally left the violent relationship. I have cried, screamed, planned, sleep, drank, worked etc....Now What. How do i reinvent my life....MY life. For the first time. I have never lived alone, not really, even now my son is living with me until next month. Where do i find me? I love to read, walk and the usual things people wind up doing when they have space and time. I don't want to get bitter and end up alone either. There are alot of changes going in inside of me right now I am about to be 44 years old and I am starting all over again. Any advise anyone?
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