Hello to anyone that may read this. I don't know if this is the right group but I need help. I really need some advice on what to do next. My name is Moko and I and 35 years old. Me and my Wife (34)  of 15 years have a little boy together of the age 11. I have known her for 26 years. It has now been 10 days since she passed away. She was a diabetic and was on transplant list for renal failure. She had a seizure at home and passed away. I perform cpr for over 4 mins untill 911 showed up and took her to hospital. Sadly even tho they got her breathing back at the hospital she was without oxygen for well over 20 mins and Doctors claim she would never wake up. She passed away 10 days after being in hospital and now me and my little boy are alone. She was my little baby. My whole life. I feel as if i let her down cause i couldn't help her. I don't know what to do now. My life is upside down. I am trying so hard to be here for my little boy and to stay strong. I am unable to work due to back and leg problems but I am still trying my best. Her mother is staying with us and has been for sometime cause of her own problems in life. My wife was on ssi, so not only did we lose a wife/mother/daughter but also our main source of income. I am told my son can get survivor benefits but I am still waiting for death certificate. I am not sure exactly what I am looking for, I just know I need help to know what do to next. All anyone has been telling me is if you need anything call me, But they don't understand is I don't know what i need. I am lost. Please if anyone has gone through this or knows someone who has please just tell me what I need to do. Right now any help would be great help.