When I reach out to friends and families, I feel like I am just complaining about my life. In the recent past I have lost my marriage, my brother passed, I lost my job, had open heart surgery, moved across country to keep my family going with my kids. Everyone has stress and issues to cope with. At times, like now, mine seem so huge with ginormous obstacles to having a peaceful life. I do not wish to complain - I do not wish to be negative. I am used to having a positive outlook and look towards a future result. But I am so down.
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