I went to meet him tonight & I was so hoping he'd show some kind of emotion....nope! I looked him right in the eye & could not even see the person I thought he was. I am so hurt, angry & disappointed in myself for still holding on to that hope. I didn't cry while I was with him but I told him it had to be over for me. I still love him so much but not this person who sat across from me. I know deep in my heart that we can never be together again because the hurt is so deep & I would never trust him ever again. I want to sever it all but I dont know how to let go....I am consumed with thinking about him & driving myself crazy envisioning him with someone else.....How do I let go of all this? It's killing me!!!!!!!!
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