Hi everyone. I'm new to this but I just wanted an outlet for what I'm feeling. I've recently broken up with my partner of two years. He is 8 years older than me and suffers a range of mental health disorders such as ADHD, depression and anxiety. I have always been very supportive of him and understanding. I also believe there may be an undiagnosed personality disorder underlying that is worsened by drug and alcohol abuse. However, he is insanely jealous and constantly accusing me of cheating on him. He questions any interaction I have with a male and does not allow me to have male friends. He accuses me of flirting with his friends. I have recently started a new job and male colleagues have requested to be my friend on Facebook. I have accepted based on the fact that they are either married, have a girlfriend and have never tried to hit on me. He sees this as me accepting advances from other men. He says because I have done this he has started talking to other girls and adding single girls whom he finds attractive on Facebook. I have since deleted the male colleagues as a sign of respect but he still continues to cause arguments over it. I used to be a social person with many friends however now I feel alone and isolated due to the fact when ever I spent time with my friends it would cause an argument. So I stopped seeing them. He thinks my friends are sl*gs, which they are not. I could be sitting having tea and watching a film with the girls and he would call and accuse me of being somewhere else. I no longer have friends through this. He however remains in close contact with his friends, seeing them daily. He doesn't like it when I post pictures of myself on social media, he states I only do this because I crave male attention. They pictures I would post are not provocative. He puts me down a LOT, he calls me easy and said that I have been with a lot of men. He calls me names such as a fat ugly sl*t and states that I would drop my knickers for anyone. He has started to become violent. At first he would throw things at me, but now if he gets drunk and angry he throws me to the ground and kicks me. He has dragged me through the streets by my hair calling me a dirty wh*re. He states it's my fault he reacts like this because I provoke him. He also takes my phone from me and reads through all my messages. Reading back through this I feel like a fool for staying with him for so long. He did have a good side, he was lovely and caring. But it's like he had a switch that turned him into someone else. A real life Jekyll and Hyde. He has a massive victim mentality and feels like the world owes him. He says that I'm just too immature but to me the immaturity is on his side. I've supported him financially for the majority of the relationship as he hasn't had a stable job for well over a year. He's threatened suicide when I've tried to leave him in the past. I've had to drag him away from bridges at 2am and required police involvement when he's went missing for hours on end. I've supported him and given him nothing but love, care and respect yet he blames me, saying I've damaged him and I'm the reason he has mental health problems. I'm hurt, lost and feel really alone :(