Last time I was suppose to see the mediator with my stbx she canceled because she had a family emergency. Ok I get that. But I had psyched myself up to having to see him and sit with him. I was so nervous. Now I have to start all over again. The appointment is tomorrow at 4:00 so I have all day to worry. I know that it probably wont go great since he thinks he is giving me more money then he should. Now let me tell you he is paying child support which he has to, and then said he would give me additional money because he does not think I can live on what they appointed. I was like he is being so nice. Then I realized wait a minute, he is suppose to pay me 64% of what the kids unreimbursed medical are and half the equity loan since we both took it out. My daughter has a standard monthly doctor bills and prescription medicine she takes which I pay for. So the extra money really is not extra it is just money he is suppose to give me. He always has to come out looking like he is doing me a favor. Anyway I just want it to go well and not break down like I did last time. I should add that he does have extra money to fly to other states to see his women as I have said in past posts so I can't feel sorry for him. I just want to get this over with.
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