It is hard to wait while we are in pain. We want the pain to end. We take aspirin for headaches, we take cold remedies, and to sit with pain over a divorce or seperation is so hard. Sadly, actions are of limited use. Particularly actions relating to the sbtx. I am done trying with her. However, I gave it my best shot. I tried to see if we could fix it. Now my focus is on myself. I want to be healthy mentally and spiritually. My therapist described this time as very rich for me. I think that he is correct. Now I am looking forward to see what the new year will bring to me and my kids. Happy New Year to my dear DS family.
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