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Well, after some deep thought, I finally decided to move! This Tuesday I will be handed the keys to my new place, and then start the dreaded moving process. It's time, it's been about 50 days since my ex-fiance left me, I've been able to calm things down in my life a little, through medical science and will power. For the past couple days I haven't tripped out much because someone isn't here!
But I have to at least in the physical world start putting some things behind me, like the place I'm in now. To many memories! I've lived in this town home for 19 years, these walls witnessed my ex-wife and I bring our child into the home for the first time, These walls have seen the begging of a 14 year marriage, and these walls have seen the divorce of that marriage. These walls have seen me live alone for about 5 years being a bachelor, and these walls within this past year saw someone with all the hope and promise come in, and these walls have seen my ex-fiance leave. These walls now have to many reminder ghosts in them and lately they've been making themselves be know.
The new place should help, for it won't be a place where I shared anytime with a ex-wife and an ex-fiance. The new place will just be mine, never shared, no real visual reminders of someone who isn't here anymore! To be honest, yes I miss having someone in my life, because I very much enjoyed sharing my life with someone and having someone to do things with, but I'm starting to get to a point where I'm becoming okay that it wasn't my ex-fiance. It would have been nice, but realistically it wouldn't have worked out, tons of negative baggage and darkness from that family, I would have been sucked into it at some point. The thought of sitting down and being taught by ones future Father-in-Law how to cheat and deceive the SSI system, for one own personal gain doesn't sound very appealing to me.
So within the week I'll be out of here, got my Son coming over to help me with the move. I nervous, anxious and a little antsy about all of this but I'm sure it will be for the best!
No more memory ghosts in the walls!
But I have to at least in the physical world start putting some things behind me, like the place I'm in now. To many memories! I've lived in this town home for 19 years, these walls witnessed my ex-wife and I bring our child into the home for the first time, These walls have seen the begging of a 14 year marriage, and these walls have seen the divorce of that marriage. These walls have seen me live alone for about 5 years being a bachelor, and these walls within this past year saw someone with all the hope and promise come in, and these walls have seen my ex-fiance leave. These walls now have to many reminder ghosts in them and lately they've been making themselves be know.
The new place should help, for it won't be a place where I shared anytime with a ex-wife and an ex-fiance. The new place will just be mine, never shared, no real visual reminders of someone who isn't here anymore! To be honest, yes I miss having someone in my life, because I very much enjoyed sharing my life with someone and having someone to do things with, but I'm starting to get to a point where I'm becoming okay that it wasn't my ex-fiance. It would have been nice, but realistically it wouldn't have worked out, tons of negative baggage and darkness from that family, I would have been sucked into it at some point. The thought of sitting down and being taught by ones future Father-in-Law how to cheat and deceive the SSI system, for one own personal gain doesn't sound very appealing to me.
So within the week I'll be out of here, got my Son coming over to help me with the move. I nervous, anxious and a little antsy about all of this but I'm sure it will be for the best!
No more memory ghosts in the walls!
Two thumbs up!
I took all the little love notes outside, grabbed my cigarette lighter and burned them, all the while looking towards the East and thinking......your a manipulator.............your a liar..........you were a cheat.......you were a thief........you used me........used my family.......used my friends......you'd rather live with a Narcissistic Father who touches crosses and get messages and makes the Daughter breakup and move home..........you sorry sacks of crap are all meant for each other.....one Narcissist, one Sociopath and a brain washed little Sociopath girl in training.....good riddance!
That felt good to say, but more important I gave my self a little pat on the back because at this time I can see clearly what all those people back in Ohio were. But rather than getting pissed off about them when i was outside talking out loud, I rather felt sad and sorry for them, for they will never know what true love is. They only see new victims being suckered in under the disguise of love. They only know how to cast their Daughter out into the sea of life as bait, wait for the next bite, then pow, another innocent fish gets reeled in and over time gets chewed up, and when down to the bone is cast out and the Daughter gets to be bait again! Fricking sad!
But I'm not letting them destroy my excitement and good feelings towards my move. I'm moving on, closing out a chapter of my life, working on myself and getting better. Well I better get back into the bathroom and finish packing up everything on the shelves. Fun, fun, fun!