Breakups & Divorce Support Group
Just broke up with someone or in the midst of a difficult divorce? Breaking up is difficult no matter what the circumstances are. They say that time heals all wounds, but sometimes a listening ear or a hug can work wonders for the heart. Whether you need a place to vent, someone to hold you to No Contact, or need advice about what to do, we're here to help.
I am so tired of these damn feelings. I have learned here that what I miss is not him. Its the "what should have been" that I miss. Its been over a year since I left, and the emotinal roller coaster is coming to a stop.
Im tired of waiting for his judgement day. All the wrong he has done will one day catch up to him, but I cant wait any longer. My life is calling.
Im tired of wondering and worrying about what happened between us. Im tired of waiting for him to take any responsability for what happened to us. He will NEVER take any responsability and I know that. He will NEVER change either.
I just dont care any more. There is ONE thing tho that will not leave my mind. Its the gf. She is so damn smug and self-righteous and the way she "taunts" me pisses me off to no end.
I wish she would just go away. Then again, I know what she is going thru. The lack of intimacy, the lack of respect, the lack of communication. She is no better than me, so I know she is treated worse, actually. I should learn to let her live with him and his lies and just laugh it off. BUT, my kids are involved. THAT is the one thing that bothers me most. I HATE her being around the kids. She is NOT their mother and she thinks she is every other weekend. OH, that bothers me!
Ok, Im not sure why Im writing all of this. I guess it should be in my journal! I just wanted to get it off my chest and let you all know, Im doing ok. Not great, but ok. Im sad and blue, but Im ok. I will make it.
Im just so tired.
Thanks for listening. I needed to tell someone how I felt. I needed to get that off my chest.
Im tired of waiting for his judgement day. All the wrong he has done will one day catch up to him, but I cant wait any longer. My life is calling.
Im tired of wondering and worrying about what happened between us. Im tired of waiting for him to take any responsability for what happened to us. He will NEVER take any responsability and I know that. He will NEVER change either.
I just dont care any more. There is ONE thing tho that will not leave my mind. Its the gf. She is so damn smug and self-righteous and the way she "taunts" me pisses me off to no end.
I wish she would just go away. Then again, I know what she is going thru. The lack of intimacy, the lack of respect, the lack of communication. She is no better than me, so I know she is treated worse, actually. I should learn to let her live with him and his lies and just laugh it off. BUT, my kids are involved. THAT is the one thing that bothers me most. I HATE her being around the kids. She is NOT their mother and she thinks she is every other weekend. OH, that bothers me!
Ok, Im not sure why Im writing all of this. I guess it should be in my journal! I just wanted to get it off my chest and let you all know, Im doing ok. Not great, but ok. Im sad and blue, but Im ok. I will make it.
Im just so tired.
Thanks for listening. I needed to tell someone how I felt. I needed to get that off my chest.
I know how you feel. I just wrote a lengthy journal entry (not on DS, my own private one) about this very thing.
I'm sick of the bullshit head games, flaunting the ow and rubbing my nose in it, the petty little things he does just so he can justify his bad behavior. I'm tired of waiting for justice, tired of waiting for my day.
I guess I'm just tired of limbo.
I feel your pain today, girlfriend. So what do we do to break out of the funk?
Suggestions anyone?
How they sleep at night, I'll never understand. But diemjs, you are a guiding force for your children. You are the moral compass. You will show them what a strong, wonderful woman you are.
Hope you had a great day at the pool!