After my stbx beat me up in June I left him and I have been doing ok I guess. I started seeing this other guy about 2 months ago and yesterday he broke up with me over text message and on top of that my mom picked up the rest of my stuff from my stbx. The reality of "I am all alone" has set in and I cryed myself to sleep last night because I still love my stbx and I really care for this other guy. I feel numb to the world and like my heart is torn into so many piece that I will never be able to put it back together. I feel so stupid because I keep falling into the same trap over and over. What is wrong with me?
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