May 28th my husband and I will be married 10 years. We have a beautiful daughter, a home, good jobs and great friends. He is 45 and I think he is going thru a mid life crisis. I love him with all my being. I do not want a divorce. I have begged him to seek help with me. He refuses. If you read my journal you'll this has been going on for sometime. But he has strung me along. He finally addmitted to what I knew in my heart was going to happen. Hearing the words cut like a knife. How do I keep myself from snapping and doing something stupid (suicide). How do I go on? How do I survive this? I can't eat, sleep, think. I'm afraid I'll lose my job. HELP please HELP.
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