I was here a while ago. Most said to leave her and be done...yeah I'm dumb.

We looked at houses and 3 days later we broke up. I asked her to come to a wedding and my moms birthday. She never asked for off. Her son was going to CO for 2 weeks. I said I could the second week. She booked the first. Finally, I asked her to take me to the airport. She told me to have my daughter. I told her she was being selfish.  She said never speak to her again. 

3 months later with her stuff in my house.  She texted me to get it. Was touched because I left her a care package.  She said we had too many disagreements.  Than she wanted to talk. She told me she is seeing someone.  I told her wish her the best and asked if I meant it. I said no. She said it was only dinner not engaged....than sent pictures of her halloween costume.  

Than I lost it and sent some sappy stuff. She said her heart was being torn to pieces.  Than wrote that she was too selfish to be with a kind soul like me. She was supposed to come to therapy. 

I wrote a letter ...all in..promises and everything (which I keep). Asking for one more chance. Nothing. Others have read it and are touched.  She bailed on thearpy.  So I told her to get her stuff and that I was deleting, blocking everything. I did.

So how do I let go. I see her in my mind. Hear her words that I crushed her joy. Her seeing someone. Part of me wants her back but it's not healthy. I can't constantly cry 

My therapist says she is a narcissist or has those qualities. I'm empathic.  

Any advice? I want to crush hope that she will return. As long as I have hope I can't move on.