I left my husband in Feb 07. He has become so angry and distant and says there is no hope for us to get back together. I'm not sure I really want to get back with him, but the negativity he sends me hurts so bad. I swear if it weren't for my kids, I wouldn't be here any more. That is the way I feel today. I miss him but know I made the right choice for me and my kids. I try to get approval from people who know us regarding whether I did the right thing or not. But if I didn't do the right thing, it doesnt matter because he is not going to budge!! He says he is so afraid of getting hurt again by me, but will not listen to why I did what I did. I want to explain why I left him, but am not sure this is the place to do it. Again, I am seeking approval. I feel as if I can't do this anymore, and told him so today, but he just says he doesn't know what to say. How do I get on with this pain I have caused me and him? I need desperately to talk to someone, and have in the past, but feel like I am beating a dead horse!