So it's been a little over a week since we started this "break". I haven't talked to him though since last Thursday and I miss him so much but trying my hardest to be strong. When should I contact him again? I don't want to push him away when he asked for space to think about things but I don't know what else to do. I love him and I know deep down he loves me and perhaps marriage is scaring him. He comes from a divorced family and I know that is never easy on anyone. I'm not making excuses for him but I know as well what its like to come from a broken home.

So our wedding is 6 months away and we had decided that after this break we would sit down and talk about what we are going to do. To be honest our relationship is much more important to me then this wedding. If we need to push it back I do not mind one bit. I just want to know what is going through his head? ugh it frustrates me soooo much.

My dad just called that he is going to drop off some money that he is paying towards this wedding and I don't know what to do. My mom said to take the money for now and if unfortunately it doesn't happen then I can just return it. Any advice on when I should contact him?