giving up on my relationship is crushing me, its been about 7 years of trying to fit a square peg into a round hole.. if we didnt have a child together it would have ended years ago.
we have a daughter.
different religious views, nothing really in common other than our daughter, cant/dont trust her, finances arent important to her, she isnt there for me (example.. i have severe tendonitis in my achilis, had to walk about 6 miles because i needed a lift, she didnt offer help, just asked how long it took).
honestly, im afraid of being alone.
I've made a lot of changes over the years and some of this includes stopping hanging out with certain people. There are some that I took a break from, but hang around with once in a while. One of them is pretty strange. He knows that I have ptsd but in my opinion I don't like the way he talks and acts toward me. He treats me I think pretty condescendingly. He also seems to think the weed is...
This whole situation is entirely a mess i brought upon myself. I would sit here for days if I wrote everything down so ill try to keep it simple and to the pointEx and I broke up in 2015, but for the past 3 years have been in a limbo of what we were, always on and off, but mostly off. I ended that cycle early this year, when I started to realize that the roller-coaster we had wasn't worth it...