Hi, It's me again. Right now I' so grossed out by my husband. He has a disease, he's an alcoholic and a cheater. I can't live in the same house anymore. I am in the process of leasing an apartment which will be available the 1st week of October. I was thinking about moving out that same week, but this weekend was the worst ever. Long story short 2 weeks ago he tried to choke me during one of his drinking episodes, that same day I grabbed my things and left for the weekend, I also called the cops but they didnt do much as he was drunk. That same week he left to California for the whole weekend (work stuff). Then he came back, and I decided to leave again bc he stated drinking that same evening. Long story short, I went to my hometown during this weekend for a family reunion...everything was fine, I was having a great time with my family until he decided to call me and text me (non-stop) trying to make me feel angry by telling me that I was a dumpster bitch, a f*** who**e, a disgrace of a woman, blah blah and siad he was going out bc he needed to find some p**sy! I ignored him, but I guess he didn't like it bcs then he sent me a screenshot of all the messages he had sent to her female contacts through Snapchat (how stupid can he be?) and then he sent me a screenshot of some kind of conversation he had on a dating app...seriously, what am I supposed to answer? He is so sick and immature....I just can't take it anymore. This morning I told him that I was tired of all this drama and I wanted to divorce him. Guess what he did? He tried to make me balieve that he loved me and he was going to change .....really?!?!?! Does he think I'm gonna believe him? Does he think I'm dumb enough to stay with him? I just neede to vent. I think I'm going to pack my stuff and take it to a storage unit and go live with my cousin for the meantime. I just can't deal with this anymore