I am looking for some advice. I found out my suspicions from Nov 2017 and the puzzle I’ve been putting together was true. She been having an affair with the man I figured it was with the trails she leaves. She doesn’t know I know.
She continues to play me against the kids, family and friends with lies. She continues to paint a picture that everything is my fault. She is manipulating everyone.
How do I deal with this to have the best out come for the kids. ?
We have lawyers and no separation agreement in place. we are still in the same dwelling and she continues to force me into a trailer on our property and discard me.
But she won’t admit her second life. She manipulating the kids that she is justified that is all me. The kids are 22yr,16yr,14yr & 11yrs. She has committed infidelity and I have to go down for this Like I said she doesn’t know I know. Unbelievable.
Feeling how my childhood of all forms of abuse and my abusive marriage has fucked my current life and future. Feel like dying. I am sorry. Therapist tried to help me understand my shitty past. Apparently if I look critically I am not garbage even if I feel that way and want to die.
Is there life after trauma ? Lately my whole outlook on life has changed