I feel yah. When I discovered my EX's cheating I felt that way. He was so good at acting like it was something he would never do. Over the years (we were together 30) he spoke so negatively about cheaters. We grieved for other couples when it happened to them. I never picked up on why he was so suspicious of everything I did. Looking back I can see it was because he found it so easy to cover his tracks he thought I was doing it to. Paranoia will destroy yah

((HUGS))) hang in there. It's a rough ride, but it won't kill you.

Thank you for support and suggestions it meant a lot

Don't know if it will help much, but we have all been there-

Dazed and confused.

You're not crazy, you're not alone and yes it sucks.

It takes a while for your mind and emotions to process things.

This is why drugs (prescription and otherwise) and alcohol are not recommended. They delay/suppress the natural process.

What is recommended is time to adjust and process, lots of support and treating yourself with kindness.

I don't understand the mind of a cheater. I'm so sorry that you are dealing with this. Just know it's them not you. Stay strong and don't beat yourself up. Journal your feelings. Hugs

Cheaters are just looking to have their ego fed in my personal opinion.

This silly girl actually contacted him.

Ego. She wants everyone on her hook.

Fickle and playing games with the emotions of others.

You honestly should thank God Guy because she's a game player and she'll do it to someone else.

Find someone worth your time. This one wasn't. For sure.

Thank you all for showing this much support