Today is the worst for me evertone. I have been waking up at 3:00am every morning think of him and the OW. He has been 3 months and i have not spoken to him over a month. thisd is his fourth time leaving. I should be us to this but i'm not. I can give great advice but can't give it to myself. Just tell me when will it stop hurting. 11 years of marriage is long to just say forget everything, but who knows what is on his mind. Should I try to see and demand money for the divorce. You know we passes each other on the street and he was just staring at me. He looked suprised, but I kept on going. I was doing fine until then. The walls feel as if they are caving in. Please anyone just talk to me. I know I will make it, but at this point, this second I can't deal with this anymore. Why do good peopl have to hurt all the time? Please someone talk to me.
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