my husband of 2 years has decided that he feels we need to get a divorce. We got married really young and durring the first year of our marriage was difficult in the sense that we argued alot. He didnt know how to communicate well. We orignally got married for his green card but wanted to give the marriage a real shot but i guess my insecurities got in the way due to the fact that i wanst sure if he really cared for me or if he just wanted the visa. I feel bad because i feel as if i ruined my marriage which could have been amazing if it were not for the way i acted. I feel lost i feel hurt and i feel lonely and most of all scared. Im scared that i might never find someone just as good. I also feel let down because i feel as if some marriages go through far worse issues and over come it but for some reason our ends here when there is so much potential....left. I would love to find someon again like him someday but feel as if that will never happen and that saddens me because i feel like God or the universe sent me a good man and i ruined it. I wish i didnt feel so regretful but i do. I just want to forget everything and move on. He will more then likely be moving out soon and ironically im looking forward to it i want to be alone in sense and be at peace with myself. What hurts me the most is that i feel like we never had a fair shot...the green card situation made me insecure and i feel as if it were we would have never fought half as much as we did. I thought after the green card we would have a new start a bew begining...but it was to late he said he felt as if something inside of him had changed he claimed marriage was not what he thought.... it was to much responsibility he thought it woukd be like it was when bf/gf but its not and here i am now left alone and with a heavy heart.