Ok....the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results. After our last blow-up he calls this family meeting and apologizes to everyone for his behaviour tells us all that he is not going to drink anymore which he has not...he is a dry drunk....from my old Alanon days. Anyway he calls this dramatic meeting letting the kids know that he is going to start respecting me and that he will try to tell me he loves me and treat me better... it feels like the guy that beats the hell out of the wife that comes home with flowers....i am not buying it ...well i did for the last week as he turned on his charm and then today Easter Sunday of all days, he goes to church with us for the first time and we get to communion and he refuses and then gets up walks out and starts walking home. I prepare this huge meal....and dessert, he eats and hides out like a sulking little kid the rest of the day... This is the kicker...he says to me that I need to go find me someone that is just like me because he is obviously who i want....Instead of saying your right your not...i just say obviously i am not who you want and you are just hanging around for the ride.....


I already have my exit strategy planned just waiting until June when the kids get out of school...