Tonight after my boyfriend and I broke up today (3 year relationship- on and off one) i feel relaxed and calm, took my son to the drive in and realized that as soon as i leave the house i feel all my anxiety and depression slip away. I felt good, came home so late i'm tired and ready for bed, it felt good to get out of here, get away from the situation (because the X lives frickin next door) Never get involved with anyone who lives close to you because it makes it very difficult to move on with life and dust off the dirt. I think i would have never gone back with him a year ago if i didnt live here, he would not have had the opportunity to even lure me in again. I move tomorrow and i'm glad, i know i can move on easier, and not look back. I'll be stronger i hope. ok, just wanted to let that out.