I'm getting out from 7 year living together with my boyfriend and we are still very much inlove. We are inlove from day one but we both have a love-hate relationship. We have been fighting from his very inscurity and jealousy. He has a bad back an always irritate with me and I am very patient and we have a very bad communication together. We've been through all the good and bad for long time until a year ago I started to break things because of been accused everyday of something then 3 month ago I decided to move out and hope he will seek help but thing got better in the beginning and then down hill. He told me he can't see me in pain anymore and he has been fighting with himself not to question me or accuse me but just like we both suffering.
We decided to break up for good so he can grow up and I don't have to suffer anymore. He is stronger than me and turn out I am the weak one
because this is the worse time for me, I lost the job and need comford the most but righ now it is so painful because I care so much about him
and I know he feel the same and as soon as we get back together we will start to fight again! it is crazy, I was married with my ex-husband 6 year before I met my boyfriend, end up got divorced because we never been in love together but we have a great communication. When I found someone I'm inlove with nothing ever right.

I know I am all over the place, please help!