My spouse has made it clear that, after 15yrs, she does not want to be married to me anymore! This has been building; it's not like this came out of left field but it was still devastating to hear. I suffer from chronic, clinical depression as well as T2 diabetes; I know I will not manage either disease the way I will need to. I'm really devastated for our 11yr old son who looks up to me and calls me his one & only 'buddy'. I can't stand the thought of being separated from him. I am so lost and feel so defeated...my world has been turned upside down. Eating & sleeping are chores and life everyday is now a constant nightmare!
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