Hello I am new to this. It been a month since my ex broke up with me. We have been together for three years, everything was good, more good days then bad days. We argued but we always got back together however I would cry everytime and he would ignore me. I am an emotionally sensitive person. At the beginning of September he started saying "something was missing" i didnt think anything of it. I finally asked him what is going on, and he kept saying "nothing." I brushed it off. For 4 weeks straight I had weird dreams of him cheating on me that I talked to him about. We both laughter about. In the middle of October he went to Ohio for a close friend baby shower and tgere he met a girl and they exchanged numbers. He didn't tell me this after a week he got back. I felt he was acting different  but I brushed it off (wrong move; ALWAYS TRUST YOUR GUTS). On Sunday of October 19, we both been distant, he asked me if I was okay. I told him "i felt we are growing apart" he replied "true babe." I asked him to park the car so we can talk and he started crying showed me a text message between him and his brother. It says he wasn't sure he loved me, for 2 months he had been feeling that way but didn't tell me anything. I panicked and was shock. I couldn't hold myself together because I loved him with all of me. He also had some personal issues he has to deal with but I think that was complete bullshit, a cover up for the real reason he broke up with me which is for the girl in Ohio. He broke with me for her smh. 

We are no longer in contact but I want him back because I am in love him and I don't know what to do!