It sounds like he's still with you, but wants you to feel better, and be ok before moving forward. See your doctor, attend counselling, take time to work on you,and it will get better... Just remember you're important, and your kids need you to be strong.

Thank you. @Broken9

Yes. I just want everything to work out for the better.

If you want things to work out for the better then what positive contribution can you make do you think?

I guess just try to focus on myself and try to become more positive.

That is true. That gave me more of push. Thank you Pete.

This is all makes sense. Made it clearer for me to understand. I have been told to "just get over it" or that "im crazy and need professional help". Those words really put me down.

Im glad you had the chance to comment on my post. Thank you.

Yes i agree with you. And im trying to do affirmations as well.

Additionally, when you become nonjudgmental your thinking will become clearer, you will become open of mind and, you will think in a more rational way. You will revolutionize yourself, such has been my personal experience and, in your case, best of all, you are likely to rid yourself of the prolonged sadness you currently have to endure.

Ok. Yea i do agree.

Well said! You talked some very good sense of my way of thinking and the way i look at myself. Ive been trying to do stuff during the day i dont usually do.

Basically the first thing we are taught in life is how to be judged, with being called naughty more often than not the first tag placed on us. Being judged then permits us to judge, creating thus a vicious seemingly never ending cycle, it is such an easy trap to fall into with the problem being there is no joy found in it.

Until I realized it I was a terribly judgmental person, I always looked for and found the worst in people with the irony being that it never pleased me that I did. Since becoming nonjudgmental all I look for and find is the good in people and, I've become a happier me, win-win.

Become nonjudgmental and, you become like me, happy. Becoming nonjudgmental is the most profound thing I've done in my life that I doubt I will ever top.

Yes! Sounds like a win to me!

I will definitely! Thank You so much