I have been having very bad days lately crying a lot over the end of the marriage even thought I was the one that needed to end it. I am also so worried about the fact that I just don't think I will be able to manage the monthly bills. I brought up to my stbx today that the mediator said we had to go over our numbers to see what he will be able to give me besides the child support. Well he got mad said he cannot give me to much he will have bills also. I thought since when we sell the house he will get half that he would help me with the mortgage payments, but apparently not. He makes double then I do. He is now saying he will have no money. I know he has more then he ever admitted to me. I can't sell the house yet because of the kids. Because its a mediator (could not afford a atty) she has to be fair to both of us. Its so hard I don't know what to do
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