Well, the emotional pain that goes with a break-up, i just wonder why is it so hard? Why can't i just get over it and move on, everyone acts like it should be an easy choice, dont call him, dont contact him, and then you feel the urges of wanting to talk to them to see if there is any kind of connection of love you thought was real and had to be there. But, its gone. NO i didnt call him, i just now pretended i did, and i think i answered my curiousity real fast. LOL, in a way, it's funny, instead of acting off a thought, i thought the action away by doing this pretend scenerio. Weird i know, i'm weird, but i think deep like this a lot. Plus it stopped me from going to try to call him and facing another rejection and getting angry at the sitiuation and being hurt all over again. I just want to save myself and rebuild and not feel lonely and lost because of some stupid guy who is not capable of having a relationship or giving me what i need and deserve emotionally. Fuck it drive on! thats what we say in the army. i moved because i lived next door to this jerk, and it kept me from moving on. Gee, but i think i have a better life in my new town, and i dont have my X in my face everyday to make moving on impossible. ok, had to experss that.
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