Hello all! I was diagnosed with PTSD last week after my wife of almost 7 years left me. I realize that i have to change myself in order to change my marriage. We have talked off and on the past few weeks, but she continually says that we are done. She has not filed for divorce yet, and when i ask her, she says that she doesnt know, and that she isnt sure about what she wants to do yet. I have begun to see a counselor and am getting help through the VA for my PTSD. I do text her and email her saying that i was thinking of her and telling her i love her and am getting help. but she still doesnt respond. I miss her and my kids. She has taken the kids and i have only seen them on my son's birthday which was saturday. I have gotten closer to god these past few weeks, but am starting to go crazy. I am all alone here today, on thanksgiving, and am just confused. Does she still love me even though she says she doesnt? Is there hope for me to change? Is there hope for my marriage? Please help me if you can enlighten me.