I am going to start off by apologizing for venting before I even start. I have been having a lot of trouble dealing with stress and having bad anxiety - even to the point where it has stopped me from going to class a few times recently. So I finally convinced myself that it was time to get some help and called the counseling center on campus. Sorry they have a waiting list I have to go in and fill out papers and someone will get to me in a few weeks. ??? So I thought about other options for a couple days and realized hey the health center has psychological services too, so a little while ago I talked myself into calling them (yes it is really, really hard for me to ask for help) and guess what they told me, they too have a waiting list and referred me to . . . . wait for it . . . the first place I called. WTF?!?! I am telling these people that I can't handle this on my own any more and they are telling me I have no choice. My only other option that I can think of is private counseling which I can't afford and have no insurance. So now what?
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