Well, I have been in my marriage for 13 years and not many of them have been the best. Yesterday, I went on to the internet and my dh had left his private email account open. He has been emailing a MAN that he found on craigslist in the men meeting men section. I had no idea what to do. He says that he was just curious what would make a man do that, but he was discussing the size of the "member" and that he had never done that before. He also said that I don't give him enough. We have just gone through a rough patch and were just getting things back to normal. Now he just wants me to drop it and move on. He really expects me to let him touch me. I believe that he did not do anything, because I am with him all the time, but now I don't trust him. What should I do? I have two boys and I don't want to break up our family. We were starting to have some good times. I am dying inside. Maybe I am not enough for him, or maybe I am just that terrible to look at. I don't get it.