BPD Support Community Group
Borderline Personality Disorder is defined as a serious mental illness characterized by pervasive instability in moods, interpersonal relationships, self-image, and behavior. This instability often disrupts family and work life, long-term planning, and the individual's sense of self-identity. Not many people understand the pain and hurt that goes through the minds of...

Can I suggest a bit of mediation? Read a few books on buddhism which I think links in with dealing with bpd.
I can suggest a few books if you want.
Its helpful with managing feelings.
I'm lucky where I am. I can access some nature walks. Can you?