I did not even know about this but it is a nice change! I hope this becomes more of a trend. Personally I find lots of larger women sexy. Just a guess, but I would say that is true for a lot of guys.
I wonder what the majority of women think with regards to larger guys?
I am not talking about relationship here just straight up sex appeal. I wonder how many women find larger men sexy? I am sure there are some but my feeling is the number would be less.

I can't speak for the majority of women, but I'm more into how a guy makes me feel versus how he looks. I need a friend first. I need to know he cares.

I think a lot of women do feel the same way as you when it comes to a relationship, but I also suspect many weight physical appearance pretty high as well.
The only reason that this came to my mind is because recently I felt rejected strictly on looks. I thought this woman and I were developing a actual relationship after over a month of writing to one another everyday about things that real matter, but after I sent a couple of photos of myself things began to change a bit. Some of the things she mentioned seemed to be little hits to her physical preferences.
When I talked about actually meeting sometime she made sure she told me there was very little chance we would ever be anything more than friends.
I was not putting any pressure on her. I told her I did not expect any physical relationship right off. I did say that I would likely want that some time down the road if things went well, but she seemed pretty adamant that that was highly unlikely.
That whole thing did not do much for my self-esteem for sure! I just cant help but wonder if the physical might be a little more important to women than they let on
I have likes and dislikes too but I do believe mine are pretty liberal when it comes to physical appearance of women especially if we are connecting in some way.
I have always been self-conscious about my appearance. Then to have something like this happen...well it just reinforces those thoughts
I just feel that many men feel bad and unwanted too and I believe those feelings are based in reality

Guess I never paid much attention before, but as I get older I am more aware of my looks. I'm starting to work more on my "problem" skin

You deserve to be happy, and I wouldn't waste time on anyone who can't appreciate you just the way you are ((hug))