I'm very stressed at the moment. I've recently discovered that I'm bisexual. I started having lesbian dreams and over time I realized that I enjoyed them. I also realized that I honestly am very attracted to the female body. Which is very strange considering I used to tell people that "I'm the straightest girl ever". Its a big step considering that and the fact that I live in a very conservative area where non straight sexualities aren't easily accepted by the majority. However, that is not the only issue. I have a boyfriend, and I quite lovely one. He's my best friend and there is a lot of romantic attraction, but as I discover myself I find myself less attracted to him and more of the same sex. He is also very Christian. I told him about my bisexuality and he said, "I'm not ok with it but I don't care, just promise to never act on it." But I want to act on it. I feel so guilty for it. I'm also feeling very attracted to my best friend, which I want to keep platonic but nevertheless I am sexually attracted to her. She has said in the past before I discovered that I was bi that she would be open to doing sexual things with women but she is primarily straight. In other words I don't honestly have a chance at the moment. I also feel very guilty about this because I sit by both my boyfriend and best friend at lunch, it feels like my brain is playing tug of war. I'm not sure what to do. I've told very few people and non of them are bi so they don't understand. The reactions weren't negative but I just want someone to get it. So if anyone has any advice please let me know.