Bisexuality Support Group
Bisexuality is a sexual orientation which refers to the aesthetic, romantic, and/or sexual attraction of individuals to other individuals of both their own and the opposite gender or sex. Most bisexuals are not equally attracted to men and women, and may even shift between states of finding either sex exclusively attractive over the course of time.
Hi everyone.
This topic is long and contains graphic sexual issues.
I have to say, I just need to tell someone about this. I'm tired of keeping these all in myself.
As I informed in my profile,I'm 22. I am straight. But when I was a teenager, I did experience somethings. Well I was curious about my body, other people bodies.
For a reason I don't know why, whenever I played a video game, I prefered to choose a woman. I don't know, I found their outfits sexy.
So I was 15 . I had two really close friends. (Which I am still friends with, but we'll get there)
All the three of us (they were my age) wanted to experience sex. We didn't have girlfriends so we tried to help each other out. I think for the same reason I don't know, I preferd to recieve anal. In gay terms, I preferd to be bottom. My first friend tried to do it it hurted badly, so we stoped, and I didn't do it with him.
But the second friend, was more gentle so in about a month, he did it to me (in only one position) for 6-7 times.(just anal nothing else)
[I am sorry for the language I use later, I want to be clear so I need to say this] My first issue is whenever I think about the second guy, it really turns me on. And it never goes away, whenever I'm horny and I see this guy, I want to give him hand job,blow job, and be under him.
I did not have sex till a year later. When I was 16. I had this other friend and he wanted to experience sex. Ao he offerd me to give me a blow job. So he did it, and it felt good. We arranged a sex date for us. Although he suggested that I should give him the anal (be the top in gay terms) I refused, I was sure I want my thing, only in a woman's body.but he did it me 3-4 times in 1 year.
(I don't have the turn on thing with this friend, only the one I told) (and with non if these guys,anyone came(sattisfied) I mean we never finished it)
So I didn't have sex till I had my first straight relationship and it was amazing.
Once my girlfriend dared me to wear her panty and bra ... I don't know why, I was totally OK with it.
So when we broke up, I weared her lingeire(which she left in my place) I even sometimes weared make up. Not for anyone. I just watched myself in the mirror. And took picture of myself
Here's my secons issue, sometimes(only sometimes) I like to do these stuff. I even once shaved my buttocks.
Just to clearify, I really don't want to have sex with men now, or dress up for them.
So I had 2 other girlfriends which I had sex with, amazing indeed.
There was two another gay incidents. Both with the turn on guy. 1. I played with his thing, he turned on, I gave him a blow job and he came.(not on me, I don't like it)
2. I was joking with him, and played with his thing while she talked to a girl, he was completely aroused, when I wanted to turn my shorts off, he didn't let me.
(So I think he likes if I give him a hand job or blow job, but he doesn't want me to be his bottom)
To sum up.I really don't have attraction to guys, I love women though.I always picture my future with the wokan of my life. I am single now, and bisexuality and crossdressing(I know it's the term, now) is coming to me. It happens everytime that I'm single.
I dream about my gay experiences with the second guy.it turns me on, equaly to when I think about when my thing was in my girlfriend.right now when I'm writing this, I weared a black lingerie under my men's clothes so my family don't find out
I need someone who understands me and talk with me.
I'm sorry it was too long, thanks for reading it. If you want to talk with me(I appreciate it) send me a message. Thank you all
This topic is long and contains graphic sexual issues.
I have to say, I just need to tell someone about this. I'm tired of keeping these all in myself.
As I informed in my profile,I'm 22. I am straight. But when I was a teenager, I did experience somethings. Well I was curious about my body, other people bodies.
For a reason I don't know why, whenever I played a video game, I prefered to choose a woman. I don't know, I found their outfits sexy.
So I was 15 . I had two really close friends. (Which I am still friends with, but we'll get there)
All the three of us (they were my age) wanted to experience sex. We didn't have girlfriends so we tried to help each other out. I think for the same reason I don't know, I preferd to recieve anal. In gay terms, I preferd to be bottom. My first friend tried to do it it hurted badly, so we stoped, and I didn't do it with him.
But the second friend, was more gentle so in about a month, he did it to me (in only one position) for 6-7 times.(just anal nothing else)
[I am sorry for the language I use later, I want to be clear so I need to say this] My first issue is whenever I think about the second guy, it really turns me on. And it never goes away, whenever I'm horny and I see this guy, I want to give him hand job,blow job, and be under him.
I did not have sex till a year later. When I was 16. I had this other friend and he wanted to experience sex. Ao he offerd me to give me a blow job. So he did it, and it felt good. We arranged a sex date for us. Although he suggested that I should give him the anal (be the top in gay terms) I refused, I was sure I want my thing, only in a woman's body.but he did it me 3-4 times in 1 year.
(I don't have the turn on thing with this friend, only the one I told) (and with non if these guys,anyone came(sattisfied) I mean we never finished it)
So I didn't have sex till I had my first straight relationship and it was amazing.
Once my girlfriend dared me to wear her panty and bra ... I don't know why, I was totally OK with it.
So when we broke up, I weared her lingeire(which she left in my place) I even sometimes weared make up. Not for anyone. I just watched myself in the mirror. And took picture of myself
Here's my secons issue, sometimes(only sometimes) I like to do these stuff. I even once shaved my buttocks.
Just to clearify, I really don't want to have sex with men now, or dress up for them.
So I had 2 other girlfriends which I had sex with, amazing indeed.
There was two another gay incidents. Both with the turn on guy. 1. I played with his thing, he turned on, I gave him a blow job and he came.(not on me, I don't like it)
2. I was joking with him, and played with his thing while she talked to a girl, he was completely aroused, when I wanted to turn my shorts off, he didn't let me.
(So I think he likes if I give him a hand job or blow job, but he doesn't want me to be his bottom)
To sum up.I really don't have attraction to guys, I love women though.I always picture my future with the wokan of my life. I am single now, and bisexuality and crossdressing(I know it's the term, now) is coming to me. It happens everytime that I'm single.
I dream about my gay experiences with the second guy.it turns me on, equaly to when I think about when my thing was in my girlfriend.right now when I'm writing this, I weared a black lingerie under my men's clothes so my family don't find out
I need someone who understands me and talk with me.
I'm sorry it was too long, thanks for reading it. If you want to talk with me(I appreciate it) send me a message. Thank you all
When I was that young, I could pass for female and I did enjoy that attention. Nowadays it's just a lot easier to live with the factory installed equipment.
I used to hate having to compete, I would've much rather cooperated but my folks made sure that I understood "nice" boys don't win. I was glad that I could prove them wrong later, but I would be a fool to think I didn't do that without a heck of a lot of support from other people who believed in me as well.
Lucky for me, later on in life I found some truly supportive male and female friends and family who restored my confidence and changed my perception of what it meant to be a man.
There are a lot of men (of any persuasion) who enjoy being the object of desire.
The stereotypical culture says that men must always be prepared and have all of the answers. I think the thing I enjoy about being with men the most is the ability to just be yourself, and be loved and accepted unconditionally.
You won't get that from the type of guy who only wants you to pleasure HIM.
I was at a pride fest and just happened to be located next to a booth staffed by the local cross dressers' magazine. The guys there were very clear that they were not sexually attracted to men, but that they enjoyed wearing female clothing.
Personally, I think what you do in the privacy of your own space is your own business. Both genders are capable of nurturing and creative energy.
As a bisexual I am attracted to a whole person, not necessarily just what is between their legs.
People pushed boundaries with me - that is probably the most painful - learning to say no, and learning what it means to be in a healthy relationship.
The last thing I'll say is that eventually I realized that I could either be me, and be happy - or be what I thought everyone else WANTED me to be in order to gain their approval and acceptance. The funny thing is, sometimes what you think people want, and what they actually believe can be two different things.
When I came out to my parents my mom said, "I just want you to be happy". My stepdad didn't say much at all, but our relationship hasn't changed because of it either.