Dating for me has never been a high priority. I'm happy with being single because it mean's that I don't have to comprimise my own plan's to suit a partners. My attitude toward's it has always been "let them come to you" and don't search for a commitment.

I have always told people that if I were to ever get into a relationship I've always liked the idea of two friends slowly developing feeling's for each other and I feel like that is starting to happen now.

It feel's right. A few year's ago I got a random from SC ad me on facebook, we started talking - he was into reiki and paganism and we shared a same interest in the Earth, and energies from different people and objects and how they can be passed to one another etc. Not long after a friend of his added me and we became penpal's, talking about similar thing's and became very good friends.

Recently within the past few month's I've started having feeling's for her, and she's had the same for me for a while longer than that. I have been interested in other women before but the relationship's never sailed for one reason or another.

We have started txting as well as penpalling, we recently shared pictures, and we talk a lot on facebook too. Now I know that I feel that it's silly to date over the net but it's definately been nice romancing.

She send's me these wonderfully sweet txt's throughout the day and night. Today I got up to these beautiful flower's delivered to my mailbox with a note saying "I want to spend the rest of our lives showing you how much I love you! I want to go to sleep with you everynight, wake up with your smile every morning. I love you so much!"

Nawwwwwww!

I just get these giddy, melting, butterfly in the belly feelings whenever I think of her, or recieve a txt or email or anything from her.

I have plan's to travel within the year, go to Europe and then I want to visit her. I know that thing's might be different (good or not so good) if we do meet, feelings may change or they may grow stronger. So for now I'm taking it easy and enjoying what we have. I do have my fingers crossed that we can hit it off together. If not I can buy my own ticket back to Australia.

This is fairly new to me. When asked if I were straight or bi, or les I usually reply, "I dont know" which I say is fair enough. I dont wanna stick a label on myself unless I'm 100% sure of what I want to be. There was even a guy who had the nerve to ask me if I was asexual, just because I wasn't interested in him.

Just felt like writing down how I feel :)

Sending good vibes to everybelly!