Hi guys, I'm 20 yrs old and I have recently joined this group along with two others to try to get some advice on what I'm going through right now. I work for a big shipping industry and one of the services we offer is mail boxes for our customers. We have this one box holder, we'll call her HB, who is insanely beautiful. I often find myself trying to make sure I look nicer on the days I know she checks her mail, hoping she'll stick around after the customer I'm helping leaves. I find it really difficult to make eye contact with her and often only look at her when I know she's looking at something else. I have never been shy or speechless around anyone, I'm the type of person who will tell you exactly how I feel regardless what's happening around us but with her it's different. I can't even tell her "have a nice day" after she receives her mail! I've never really felt this way about girls before, sure I've looked (definitely looked at girls differently than my female friends do) so I'm thinking that maybe this is just a big crush and should just let it go. But this isn't the first time I've had a crush or thought about being with women. It's been going on for as long as I could simply remember, I'm worried that I'm just overacting and should leave it alone since I am currently in a decent term relationship with a guy I've known since I was 15. I just feel stuck because we've been together for so long and I'm scared that if I don't truly figure out what I want, whether it male or female, I will grow to regret my decision later on. Any advice?