This seems to be a somewhat common theme here. I have read a couple of other posts similar to the one I am going to write, but I thought I would add a little to the conversation.

Here's the deal with me. I have not had that many sexual experiences in my life for many different reason that I wont go into. Up until my mid-thirties or so I never questioned my sexuallity at all. I always considered myself straight up heterosexual. I dont recall even thinking about men in a sexual way at a earlier age. If I did it was only in passing. 

I am not sure exactly when it began but let's just say 37 or so. Around then I started thinking about things like MMF threesomes. Not just two guys doing a woman, but me interacting with the guy too. That has progress to me actually considering having sex with a guy alone. My main interest still lies with MMF. I would much rather there be a woman involved if I am to preform sexual acts on a guy, but the ideal of having sex with a guy is stronger than it once was.

So the reason I layed this all out is because I am now questioning myself about this change in sexual preference. I am wondering if this change is because I have had so little sexually experience with women. I am thinking that I am just starving for some kind of physical contact. I think we all need some of that in our lives and since I have not been able to connect with women I am wondering if I am turning to men to fulfill that need. I dont know if anyone that reads this knows this or not, but it is easier to hookup with men than it is women.

I have not actually been with a guy yet but I have had the opportunity to do so. I am just apprehensive about going through with it. I dont want to meetup with some guy and then freak out just before we start to get physical. It would not be fair to them and I am worried about doing just that.

I have also had one opportunity to be with a guy and a woman but I have put that on hold until I can think this through a little more.

I just want to know if there are other guys or gals out there that are going through a similar thing? I am thinking this will be more of a guy thing though. If so, that's interesting too.

Well any constructive thoughts would be appreciated.