Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
you ever thought you were god.
You start to fear that you might be a vampire since you hate sunlight sleep all day and don't sleep all night. (true story for me) And then you can't find your pulse.
One day you worship the bed cause you just can't get out of it and the next day you want to burn the bed because you won't be needing it any more.
you keep buying cleaning products even though you already have a steady supply at home. Or any products that you don't need.
You have a brilliant idea to start your own religious pyramid get rich quick scheme but get bored with it half way through and abandon it. Then a few weeks later you realize that it was a stupid idea any how.
Come on help me out here folks.
You know you have bi polar if......
You start to fear that you might be a vampire since you hate sunlight sleep all day and don't sleep all night. (true story for me) And then you can't find your pulse.
One day you worship the bed cause you just can't get out of it and the next day you want to burn the bed because you won't be needing it any more.
you keep buying cleaning products even though you already have a steady supply at home. Or any products that you don't need.
You have a brilliant idea to start your own religious pyramid get rich quick scheme but get bored with it half way through and abandon it. Then a few weeks later you realize that it was a stupid idea any how.
Come on help me out here folks.
You know you have bi polar if......
but sadly all of those things really have happened to me. Looking back it's funny but it wasn't when it was happening.
I'm still not sure about the vampire thing though. I still have fears that I might be a vampire. Some people might think it'd be awesome to be a vamp but for me I'd be stuck being fat for eternity and I wouldn't be able to see my kids as the only time I can get them is during the day. And the thought of feeding from humans isn't too thrilling to me as I'm not a people person and enjoy my solitude. Besides who wants to live forever? Not me I look forward to my eternal peace some day as a relief from a long hard life. I just want to die with out regrets.
I know it's an illogical fear but I still can't help it. I know it's not real but I can't help wondering and worrying from time to time over it. And worrying that some day I will start believing it more and more as I slowly loose my sanity yet again.
Damn bi polar has been a constant struggle for all of us I"m sure. But some times I do get tired of it. I don't want to live for eternity with bi polar.
What a lovely disorder.
Me I spend my money on irresponsible stuff instead of bills all the time and then some how barely manage to land on my feet by slowly paying the bills back later. Just to do it all over again!
Why I have not a clue it just seems like a good idea to buy it at the time like I need it or make up some con deluded excuse as to why I need this. I'd say staying away from stores is useful except now I just turn to ebay.
I wonder why shopping sprees are so darn common with bi polar.
I'm tired of going in debt I'd like to get ahead and clean up my bad credit some day. Dream big right? Well was doing real well before I decided to buy a bunch of stuff this month.