Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Win streak is over

minitaro
minitaro

I'm tired of the fluctuations...just when I thought i got a clean  break..2 months of relative success with moods, diets, family life and now all that is crumbling apart ...gradually. I want to run away....my family came to visit and I dont know how to explain it but I feel like there is a stench or negative aura left behind that weighs on me. I moved 100 miles away. But it wasn't enough...they just remind me of who I used to be. And now I'm ruining my relationship with my boyfriend and my son by being moody and paranoid...but that's not the truth..I am just dealing with every day problems they just weigh heavy on me. I cant get into therapy for another month and I honestly want to just run away from all the problems but I cant leave my son

B1POLAR
B1POLAR
Man, I can’t go a few days without some sort of mood swings. It’s nice when your level, but when your not it seems like my life is falling apart. I absolutely don’t want to be around certain people. But if you had some success before, there is always a good chance you can overcome it again...you got this !!
minitaro
minitaro
I've had mood swings that I have been able to work through...but I'm having a hard time with this one..it took alot of slow gradual effort to get to where I was now I feel like it's all over. I am trying to go to an urgent care to get a mood stabilizer but idk if they will be able to prescribe it since there is no psychiatrist there.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Big hug for you minitaro….. I'm sorry you're struggling

You wrote you're having paranoia and that you don't think some of this is reasonable

I'm wondering if you need a med tweak sweetie??….xo
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