When I first started having problems with my bipolar and the med's weren't working I started losing friends. I know some left because they didn't understand the illness or were scared. But there were two people who we called each other sisters and out of nowhere they told me to stay away. I think they might be scared to lose me to suicide but pushing me away just makes me want to do it more. So basically now I have no friends, can barely work because of the anger spikes, and just losing hope in life because my pills don't work all they do is add more. Any advice?
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