Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

dillybar
I flipped out and ended in the hospital. When I said I wanted to die, I couldn't even do that right. I went off my meds three months ago, and I guess this is what happens when you do this. I really hate these feelings. I WANT TO BE NORMAL!! The pain goes on and on...............................It helped some being in the hospital, but going home in the real world sucks. I have no one to talk to. Mom is ashamed of me and told me so. No support there. So I am trying to feel better as the pdoc gave me meds. I know it takes time for some of the drugs to take effect. So that is what I am doing. Waiting.....I guess I want to vent.

deleted_user
Vent away. Sorry mom is not sympathetic to what you are going thru.

deleted_user
Thank you for sharing this with me and all of us. It's a reminder of what happens when we stop taking meds. You will get better again, I'm so sorry I have been exactly where your at. IT SUCKS really bad. Please stay here and vent as much as you need. I'm here if you need to talk or message me.

deleted_user
You have nothingjto be ashamed or for anyone to be ashamed of you. Maybe the new meds will help you to feel better. I wish you the best

TKVanGogh
I, too, wish you all the best.

deleted_user
i kno how you feel, i went off of my meds after leaving the hospital and it took a long time for the new meds to kick in. just hang in there...you will feel better over time.
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