I seriously need treatment for mental health and every place I am referred to either gives you the run around or is a joke.
I am suffering from Manic Depression, Bi-polar, schizophrenia, and other mental disorder that can lead me to substance abuse or worse.
The medicine I am on is not strong or really working.
I am taking Zoloft, but have not been able to see anyone because of my thinking.
Mental Disorder is hereditary on both side of my family and it picks it time to show up.

I have a very violent tendency and it's a cause of concern.
I can be calm for a few minute even hours till my stressors start to work my very last nerve, then I turn 360 to a person who I do not recognize.
My family even leave me alone when this happen, they almost thought about turning me over to authorities when I show this side of me.
I am doing my best to contain it, but I realize I can not do this alone.