I have been dealing with disorder most my adult life. I used to be a functioning, working woman. I had a reason for getting up in the morning, i'd get up with my wife have some coffee let the dogs out go to work, come home, have supper, go to bed and do it all over again. Then the darkness over came me. Voices and hallucinations (sp) came with darkness mood I just can't seem to function. I get so caught up in the moment, my emotions are so erupt, and eractic I am very difficult person to live with. I used to be a social, friendly person, and now I make excuses to stay home and have but only one good friend. My family thinks of me as "disabled" and if I wasn't with my wife I am affraid honest worried that they would consider putting me away...taking control of my finances and sending me off. They took control of my Fathers financial situation, and put him in an apartment where he had an allowance once a week till the day he died! whos to say they wouldn't do that to me? They already pay my health insurance prem, because I can't! I hate being this way...I have filed disablity im on the 3rd time. It's up to the courts now. I have a good lawyer, but I find myself lost, depressed, sad, lonely, worried, mostly for the safety of my wife. Which I know is stupid, but I can't help but worry about her, she's my world. I have a great therapist, I trust him, but we have gone off the path. We mostly talk about daily things, we need to get back on the beaten path. I heard of DBT therapy, I ordered a book today about it....wish I liked to read. LOL Have of any of you heard of this kind of therapy?? Thanks for listening....Maybe I will get some support and encouragement from some type of friend base, which I don't have.... :(